for once i thought things will change,but it turns up the other way round
i guess im still a young girl in her eyes.
for once i never say sorry, I DID.
for once i run away,i NEVER
for once i talks back,now i dont! [patiently hearing.]
for once i slams the door, now i don't
for once i fight, i dont
for once i argue , i dont
for once i dont love her , now i DO!
doesnt she see the CHANGE?!
but whyy of the all things i did were ALWAYS wrong in her eyes?!
i feel dumb,unappreciated~.
but then , i still do love her. whyy cnt she see that!
if she thinks she's stress, im more than that!!
please realise that!
she always nag nag & nag thats all shes proffesion in!
please dont make me hate you.
people just cant change in a blink of an eye!
you cant compare mine & yours!
its different! if you dont like my friends, get to know them! DON'T judge them!
use your brain lah ! dun only nag! im angry sia when she talks about my friends!
she expects me to be around who is somehow perfect! like dont always go out,didnt smoke,no tattoos etc. but where can i find such people in this world?!
for me, i like my friends the way they are, at least they make me happier than the way she do!
i understand of you being worried bout my safety & such.
but dont control me! if i were to die at least let me live my life to the fullest!
i dont want to die in this situation
make me happy pls,someone?
pls dont make me cry anymore.
its been almost like 3 years for me not to enjoy like i used to be.
life been full of obstacles,let me breathe the air i longed for.
come on, im 16! get real!
ok cut,it made me more gain pressure.
i miss my boyfriend.
he's been so much BUSY with his working hours.
but i guess ill be meeting him soon.
its his birthday tomorrow.
im sick&tired of school.
so little time yet so much to do!
exams!exams!exams!
FCUK!
lastly,
ITS GIRLFRIEND BIRTHDAY!
alerr, 15 only. :p
babe,
make your live to the fullest!
enjoy it when you still have time.
dont think much about your problem it will just make your life shorter.
DON'T be like me. at least you have RAMLAN to care for you.
i hve nobody sia. im a loner eventhough i had a big family tree.
ive live in a tree of HATRED. i love you , girlfriend.
meet you soon :)
bf once said 'dont think that your problem is a big one,theres loads of others who are much more UNLUCKY' :)
♥
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
♥ hari raya trip part 2
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
its the REGULAR 2nd raya outing.
suppose to go with dino & the gang
but simply something happen which i had to settle.
im sorry guys-.
i really do want to write a whole bunch of stories today.
but im soSOso TIRED!
update sooon :)
♥
Monday, September 28, 2009
my girlfriend ; FIZA BBY.girlfriend,aqu shayank kau bnyk bnyk.
ill promise ill treasure you okeh?
don't leave me-.
gf , no matter what secrets are meant to be sealed.
hidup JANJI ROCK. lols
we made this promise;
first step, try to STOP smoking -.
i can, will she?
today, me , cha & fiza went to ahtong &mit the boys.
cha & the boys played frisbee.
after that, we went to chong pang [slack,eat]
we were laughing our heads off when magic appears.LOLs
i bought some new undies today :)
fiza were like WANTING to buy too.
funny girl.
well, my big FAT sister went to camp today & i was like so relieve!
shes so fat that i cant even breathe!
wth-,she's my BLOOD after all.
david joined DANCE CREW [ forget the name],
like finally he had something to do to enjoy his life with.
i miss my BIG MAN.
he's been busy with work lately.
wish could see him soon.
cepatlarh 1st oct 09!
♥ sayang sayang selalu
Sunday, September 27, 2009
hari raya outing with the regulars;
-250909-
i love em'.
idk-.
these people really make my day.
but then,things appear to be the other way round.
different attitutudes-you see.
but then, its quite CUTE.
theyre bunch of lovely people.
i dont know how to describe our friendship.
it just happens.
i like to manja manja with my lovely people especially to my sweetest drug.
i really hope people wont judge me wrong.
i am who i am, just dont judge me by its cover.
im may be the sweetest girl,you know. :)
my sweetest DRUG; farhansalleh-.we've been together for like just a few months and yet we've been through thick&thin together.
he's my faithful listener.
thank you,alot.
FARAHGHANIWONG <3