hey people ,
ive got my results today .
well, it really shocked me . so unexpected .
after spending 2 yrs in sec 3 ,
finally im promoted ! haaha .
i really hurry my way home to tell mama .
i was excited .
but , it turn out to be a hurtful moment . she dun even give me a smile !
i was sad , real down uhc . at least when i told my step dad hes like 'ohh , baguslah that means u really have ti continue your studies since u got promoted ' . im glad by that .
but mama ? i dont know what to say .
HEARTLESS .hmm , isz will be working on sea again this 23rd instead of 25th . im so gonna miss him .
whyy ohh whyy . first big man , now ? pray hard nothing bad happen during his journey . :))
its been days since i last posted one , here it goes .
today is the second day of resting from 3 days of tonning .
ohhmmyy~ but at least we didnt spend our time over nothing
like those other teenagers . sungguh no life .
sunday - east coast .monday - a day of peace tuesday - slacking at yona's crib .& yes , have u heard of this boy tenggelam at east coast ?
i think i saw him . isk isk ~ such a pity .
that night , there this chinese people throw ashes of dead people into the sea !
i told u its haunted already ! haah.
today - kkh - chongpang - pasar
&& guess what ?! i PUKE! yes yes ,its been ages since i last visited the market ..
the smell just ,,
EWWWWWWWW
see our busok facesss ..farah ft . fiooonnaahhh
faizal shah azman dohh .hello hello .did tonning at east coast park yesterday .
and here i am now doing some blogging .
hmm, fiona's butt getting bigger !! HAHA .
den met this abang of hers which i dont really know when she had a brother !
shocking indeed , well only one shocking part of him im fond of .
his way of lecturing is as same as big man's .
he make me miss this big man so much .
ouhh well . im done for today :)
my cutest son ever ; muhammad danish aniq
ibunya siihhh
" i miss you , big man "
each day ill be waiting of when we will be seeing each other again .
although we are not together anymore but the memories still lingers around me .
my tears become the victim of all my sorrow & happiness .
i miss you , i need you , i want you back with me .
mum & dad been quarelling over and over again .
they decided for a DIVORCE !!
yes yes , FCUK .
ps : life's been bored nowadays .
" its not working out . "
i cant do this any longer .
i just feel somethings not right .
maybe im not the one for you .
i still love someone else so deeply .
just lets go on our separate ways .
im better off alone till hes bck , ill be always waiting
"give me a chance "
well , im speechless .
someone so unexpected just said that to me .
i dont know if i can give full commitment
as my heart still had someone else and i know it wont fades away .
im doomed .
ohh well , i thought today was 12thNOVEMBER2009!
seriously ! haha , funny sia .
ok till here , i dun want to get anymore emotional distress issue .
" meh sini meh "
helllooooooo ...
its nothing much to update today .
fugging BORED , planned to meet my beautys but due to my laziness i cancelled em ' . sorry guys . ohh yar , had extra class going on just now . boring ~ . ok till here for today .
sometimes i feel that this feeling will never fades . tried to forget him for abit but i cnt .
the memories simply comes back haunting me .
off all the effort & sacrifices he made for me .
i miss being with you ,
your hugs ,
your kisses ,
your love ,
your care & concern for me ,
your never ending advises ,
& lots more .
i miss you , dont you ??
im will be waiting till you're fine with ur surroundings .
i know by now , ure busy working but dun till affect ur own health ,bcoz i care .
you'll be enlisted in ns soon .. another months of waiting .
always remember , you're special for me unlike those others .
by god's will like you say , we will be back together again :)
i believe u can pull me through far away from the darkness of my life .
theres lots of things you should know , but i didnt want to trouble you like adding more problems into your life . let me take the risk .
nothing interesting happened today . buh-bye :)
the girls [i was like terselit kat tepi siaa]
me , aida & iqah
& went with these 3 boys [exclude the while long sleeved shirt]
as you can see the new faces above ,
they are my 'secret friends which i was revealing now . HEHE
they are super duper gorgeous but our outing ysterday was bored .
i & anip [ which ppl tot were my bf ,] went of to far east and have our early dinner .
by then it was raining heavilyy , then ,we had to run like crazy chickens just to get to the train station as we change our destination to bugis instead .
funny moment . theres more story but im not sure how to elaborate more .
so today , i had receive this job offer :)
RETAIL , BEAUTICIAN , CEDELE
which was all located at town area .
so , gonna be busy .
ohh yar , im what im working on is based on charity offer .
so the deal is , 10% of my pay will be put aside for newbies :)
all this thanks to a group called 'the beautiful people'.
oklarh as long im making money while donating some of it , im happy .
hey people ,
FARAHGHANIWONG <3